Ambition is complicated. I remember when I was young in school if you were nominated for a position, on student council or something like that. you were expected not to vote for yourself. It was not conisered seemly
The candidates for the papacy in the film Conclave, as in real life come from rough timber. There is not perfection there. Everyone of them is flawed, just as we all are.
Early on in the film Brother Aldo says, “no sane man would want to be Pope.” There is some obvious truth to this statement. He says he has no interest in being Pope. He also says, “the men who are dangerous are the ones who want it.” Yet later he makes clear he wants it too. But later he says every Cardinal has a desire to be Pope. In fact each has already chosen the name he wants to be called. Was he lying?
Is this the moth of holiness? Or unholiness?
Brother Aldo Bellini and Brother Thomas Lawrence argue about who should be Pope. Aldo believes Thomas should vote for him. If the Liberals don’t unite, Tedesco (the arch conservative) will win and undo 60 years of progress. He is vehement about it so Thomas reminds Lawrence this is not a war. To this Aldo replies, “It is a war. And you have to commit to a side… Save your precious doubts for your prayers.”
Father Lawrence throughout the film says he does not want to be Pope. In fact, he assures everyone, that just before the Pope died he asked him to release him from his role as a Cardinal, for he wanted to return to the role of an ordinary Priest. He does not want power or glory or status. He tries to convince others not to vote for him.
Yet, later, we see, he votes for himself, at least once.